Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Wasted Day




Lately I have absolutely no drive to do anything. I just want to sit and be nothing; no school, no people, no conversations, no anything. My body just feels too relaxed to do anything, I guess that's what I'm trying to say. I don't want to have fun because I feel as if I'm already fulfilled when it comes to satisfaction.
So I think: should I go to school anymore? Is school the only way? I believe the answer to be "yes." As long as I don't have to worry about paying for school, then I suppose I will just go with the flow - following the ways of Taoism.
Right now I'm enjoying a cup of tea and my vintage Christian Dior sweater, soon to indulge myself in a bowl of white rice and black beans conjured by my father.

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