Abnormal

Today I feel odd. I'm not my usual even self, but a distinct lone petal on a withering poppy flower. I don't know. The rain felt good today, it was quite melodic and filled me with a constant yearn for my boyfriend who is currently watching the waters. I haven't had any memorable dreams worth describing and I did not get to study at all this weekend for Chemistry or Biology. I am just hoping that I don't have a test tomorrow.

I don't know what I am going to wear

today.

On a tangent: Wouldn't it be wonderful if humans did not have to wear clothing? Our fashion would be the way we style our hair on our head as well as the hair on our pubis. Our fashion could also be define by piercings, tattoos, or other forms of body modification if humans did not wear clothing. Whoever came up with the idea of clothing was probably just trying to hide his genitalia because he was insecure, powerful, and/or popular. Sometimes, when I really think deep, clothing seems nonsensical; perhaps it is just another way for a company to make money. And then when I think about all the other businesses out there that really are useless, it really seems like money matters.

BUT MONEY DOESN'T MATTER. What about love? Nature? Philosophy? Friendship? Compassion? Money truly cannot buy happiness & I wish my generation would rise up against the current money loving beliefs.